For context, she is THE most Catholic Catholic that ever did Catholic.

She spends over two hours a day praying.

Or spent.

She went to Mass Every. Single. Day.

But in her dementia, she prayed and God didn't answer, so bye bye lifetime of Catholicism. God's not real.

THAT IS NOT MY FUCKING GRANDMA.

And you know, she may be an abusive racist homophobe with Borderline Personality Disorder?

But I miss her so much and I want her back.

...And then I want to move far away from her, which will be happening.

I'd just like that having her back part first.

Holy shit D:

i'm so sorry

Yeah, it's just scary.

Pretty much one of the scariest things anyone can go through

My paternal grandmother went through similar things when I was young enough to be kind of shielded from the worst of it,and what I saw was bad enough

Hang in there

Thanks. <3

I'm so sorry friend.