Also, when I defollow someone, I instinctually would profile-snoop to see their posts. If they have private timeline, defriending locks me out. Makes it stick. Good.

I'm not sure who I am saying this to, since this timeline is private, but I'm caught between wanting peace and quiet, and catering to the instinctual need to belong.

I just know that there's more people I do not want to belong with and belong to here than I'd want to, and the matrix nature of social media lets the good in with the bad.

I'd prefer to not have any of it wash under my doorstep.

Also, I'm sickened by the usual election shit... "IF you're not A, you're Hitler." "If you're not B, you're Hitler." Oversimplified bullshit wah wah from everyone. Fuck you all.

You're all fucking sheep, swallowing a bucket of shit for a teaspoon of what you want. Every side uses and manipulates you. It doesn't matter which burger or cola or beer or carrier you pick. It's all shit.

And the moment you buy that burger, drink that beer, or pick that carrier or candidate, they don't give a fuck about you. Until it's time for you to buy again.

That's not brand loyalty, that's habit. That's mind juju bullshit games you play on yourself. Don't buy into the relationship when it's just an incident.

None of it makes sense. None of it matters.