Oh man, I had a lot of work to do and honestly my mood hasn't been the best.

The only thing that has been making me happy is Yuri on Ice.

But honestly humanity has been trying to make me mad and even tho I wanted to retire for a time from cons I have to attend another con by the end of November.

Gosh... Will I ever get a break?

hi~

danybel: Dany! <3

I thought you were taking a break from cons already

for stress

Did you go back to them?

dreyar: Actually no, they were pressing me a lot because I actually worked for a commercial booth doing their posters and advertising stuff so they want me to attend and sell/sign stuff.

Oh shit, that's not good. If you need a break, you should really insist on only going to select cons and such...

dreyar: I actually have a meeting next weekend. I want to ask them how many cons they want me to attend during 2016, if it's only this one then I might accept but if they plan more then I'll have to refuse.

My health goes first and honestly I feel stressed and not in the mood to be in a booth working with other people around me since "babysitting" can generate a lot of stress.

Thank fuck because I've seen you posting for a few cons now and it seems like your mental health is nearing its limits with how much stress these put you under

I'm glad you're going to put yourself first with regards to this. It's not fair of them to tax you so much when you've been through so much in the very very recent past...

dreyar: I refused all the cons after Paris (which Paris was amazing btw) because I wanted to focus on recovery and the new bun. But then I was hired for commercial stuff and I keep getting dragged

to Valencia which is 4 hours away from my home and honestly that gives me stress because Dani cannot accompany most of the time in case of health issue.

I accepted the first time because it was like "Well, one con won't be so much" but then after I heard I had to attend this one too it was like "Okay, I must discuss how long this is going to be or I'll kill"

They wanted to drag me to Barcelona which is 8 hours away from my home but I bluntly refused to that one due to obvious reasons.

Wow, that is not fun like who wants to travel 8 hours away for a con when your health is in the place that it is?