I'm like VIBRATING bc I love travelling and I never get to do it!! And I love kids!! it's TRAVELLING and KIDS and i'd get PAID FOR IT?????

but on the other hand it's late December to Early January so I'd be gone for.... all of Hanukkah... and giving up spending that with Boyfriend would be kinda rough

Also I'd have to check if it's realistic at all for me to take that much time off work

But like. Europe. International travel. Language practice and kids and like, FRENCH FOOD.......

...shit i'm also kind of laughing nervously because like, do i even want to be in France during Hanukkah. France is not... the most friendly place... to be Jewish.......

(is the woman who contacted me Jewish, is another question--the client who recommended me is but i actually have no idea)

anyway i'm having trouble even knowing how to respond because being sick is making my brain foggy? go away brain fog i need to figure out if i can do the thing