I know this is just a by product of adult life or whatever but everything goes so fast all the time.
Like i feel like im at work and then im at home and then work again and time goes at lightspeed
Like i have one or two days off a week and i have to and ram seeing different friends and family and organising for cons all into this tiny space
And thats all stuff i want to do...im lucky im not friends with rechan and karen anymore tbh.
But then stuff i need to do creeps up on me or i realise i havent seen someone in ages orz
Expos coming up and i need to organise for that because we cant sew at night because its too loud (and im trashed anyway)
But its hard to do a lot in the morning cause im busy do house chores or seeing people or having anxiety.
Because its bad but when im home on my own before work i just end up like...stressing out....well stressing out and putting washing on atleast
I really wish there was a chance to like...swap hours with my coworkers more sometimes. Cause i always do 1 til 7 and some of them always do 8 til 2.
And some days id like to get up early and get work out the way and have time in the evening to do stuff.
I feel this a lot, I'm the only 39h cash office person and I scremy a bit
and I close a lot bc they prefer opening but like...9-6:45 isn't marvellous but it's better than 12:45-9:30
Orz i was saying to someone a while ago as well that like...a small part of me still expects summer holidays to happen.
Like no a "you booked of time and organised a holiday"but like "long period of time with less/no responsibilties"
We all need a pause button orz
True adulthood: taking a break just means more to catch up on when you get back
I second a pause button though
Or an extra hour in the day
Like you know when daylight savings happens and we get an extra hour? That but everyweek
Also psa if i ever flake out on a plan or dont reply to a message its just life fatigue. But im trying to like...not do that
pat u I think we all have a lot of that
I look at messages at work and think "cool I'll reply later" and then I Do Not
I managed to do it to my mum twice this week
Yeahhh i end up with a lot of reminders to do things on my phone/organiser/hand
@ bug i know that feel orz i hecked up at work recently because i just plain forgot something and had to scramble to fix it