to cut out all the waffling, I'll break it down. I'm taking this as a sign that I need to focus on my life and career and I'm taking this as a sign to do so. I can't keep being that person who keeps getting

behind in threads, and promising that I'll do this, then that, then something happens or I get a job that keeps me busy. It might just be too fast a game for me for where I'm at right now and I adore everyone

there and all this wonderful CR that I've had and your endless patience but lately it's been one thing after another and I don't think it's going to end there. So, I'll sleep on it, but it's likely I'm going to

drop, just because this hit me harder than I thought it would and has kind of shook me.