吃口鬆餅吧ˊ_>ˋ

i just sat in my room for an hour doing nothing
i cant play BnS cause my parents apparently have some issue with it

i cant draw either 'cause my hands might have some problems too idk
i keep hearing someone knocking my door but theres no one
and when my family came into my room they didnt even knock

and i heard some noises it was my brother taking his heavy luggage to the first floor
i thought he just came back from china where in the world hes going now?

i dont know whats happening in this house anymore
no i wont call it home
its not a home
not anymore
i didnt say it
my parents did
they built it
they broke it
and blame on everyone but themselves

i wish i could keep myself busy
well i hope so
i have my standard
but now it seems to be a rock i put to block my own way

im standing in front of the rock
right now

and questioning if its really worth it
or should i just leave like they did

but where can i go?
i thought i had plenty of choices
and they killem 'em all

now i have none

literally

none

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