I hate discussing money with family

like I'm the only person who isn't obsessed with getting it right away

but when I'm low on cash people take shots at me for being irresponsible or wasting it

but like you all borrowed a hefty amount and keep promising you'll pay for it

but when I ask for it its suddenly a crime

Like its been about six months since you borrowed it

and you could pay it back little by little but you rather prioritize using your money for other things

and just like that it's like when I was a kid and I was the last thought in your mind