Oh man I am Not Okay right now.

ok I'm better I just needed a few hours to process everything lol.

My friend and I both work at the same studio and up until this job, we had been a Package Deal, so to find out not only that he had gotten a call, but that it had been on Tuesday and I only found out today was-

pretty jarring.

Also I want my family to meet my really good friends because they don't live out here and I want everyone important to me to know and get along with one another. So that was disappointing.

So like I'm sitting there trying to be supportive and happy (cuz I am), but like inside I was just coming unglued, so I felt like a melty ball of wax trying to mold myself back into a person lol.

Ahhh jeez. That's really tough, I'm sorry.

<3 Aw thanks. It's okay. This is kinda what being in the industry is like, so it's just stuff you gotta get used to. It's kinda really similar to learning how to take critique.

Cuz goodness knows I used to be really sore about being told what to fix in my own art, haha

... I realized I forgot to clarify that I was trying to get my friend to come to disneyland cuz my brother is in town from Florida and that's where we're gonna hang out lol.

Haa yeah... It's a thing to get used d to, but it's still tough.

yeeeppp. AHH EMOTIONS