Tales of an Injured Fog Rat *:･ﾟ✧ Cockles?!?!? | aaaaand my Chris...

her email was so sweet and so gentle and I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND I MISS HER SO MUCH

BUT OH MY GOD I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT HER TO READ MY FICS

although if there was anyone in the family i'd want to read them, it would be her

she's basically me in adult form

she'd probably be fine with the gay stuff maybe??? i honestly don't know

but if she did read it, i know she'd get invested and she'd cry at the sad parts and be happy at the happy parts

but yeah, she's a fragile person and she says she needs some time before she can get to reading it, since it would be emotionally draining, which i totally get

but i'm just so perfectly on the fence between wanting to encourage her and wanting to discourage her, purely because i don't know her stance on reading gay porn

i mean

we have friends of the family... the husband (Moses) runs a thing in wellington called Pridelands, there's billboards in a few places in town, and the wife (Claire) went ahead and read one of my fics

and she enjoyed it, and she and Moses were like "oh my god you wrote weird deer/god/human/giant gas monster porn" and i actually completely forgot that was in there

but they're the supportive types of people. Claire's a bit like my aunt, I guess

but PERSONALITY NEVER REALLY SEEMS TO CORRELATE TO WHETHER SOMEONE'S HOMOPHOBIC OR NOT

i guess she hasn't run away screaming yet, and she got past the warnings on the fic which includes some choice phrases

"; explicit sex: comeplay, rimming, exhibitionism, intercrural, frottage; top!Dean, top!Cas. Heavy on blasphemy, purposeful historical inaccuracies, and swearing. Male/male slash. And... British spelling"

i can't believe the last she saw of me was a doe-eyed little 13 year old Elmie

completely innocent and uncorrupted by the likes of you, plurk friends

AND NOW I'M A RAGING SLASH MONSTER

but yeah i need to reply to this email and i really don't think i can send anything without consulting my family over dinner tomorrow

we need a staff meeting about this

assemble the PR team, this one's a hard one

i just left plurk to think and i came back having decided: i think i should start her off with something easy and small and non-pornographic

like the story about the chickens

because i love that one and it's basically a children's book (archiveofourown.org/work...

or maybe the kiddie one about autism (archiveofourown.org/work... because that's freaking adorable and also probably kinda relevant to her

yep. okay i'll do that tomorrow. THANK YOU PLURK THIS WAS HELPFUL FOR MY THOUGHTS

Remember how at James birthday once we had a thingy like pass the parcel and they had a real hard time deciding between me and you on who

Was the most perverted? I won because you were late

I consider us twins in perversion although I'm maybe a little worse these days xD