Craving for Hokkien Meee.....><

Find it difficult to skip meals like others. Skipping meals makes my tummy bloated. And I keep burping to let the wind out.

Gave in not because of the temptation, but of the unbearable heat.

The best episode ever throughout the seasons. Yet terribly heartbreaking.

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不懂为末戳中了笑点

莫非自己已与港式幽默渐行渐远? I think The Mermaid is overrated.

周杰伦的歌的确是好听，但我一直无法喜欢这个人。今天偶然按到这个看，看不了几分钟就看不下去了 周杰倫：人可以不平凡

突然想起这段曾看过的

『100个读书人有一个混的不好都会说读书没用，100个不读书的有一个混出名堂了都会说不读书照样混的好！这就是这个社会通行的“文盲理论”』

同事问某同学『为什么你要骂他肥bird？』
某同学不解地说『他就是叫肥bird嘛』
他的英文名是Faiblert啦。 XD 前两年曾经google此名字，果然这在外国人的名字database里是不存在的。我还有个学生名叫Smanda。不是自己取的，而是印在IC里，去不掉的那种。 呃。。。

感觉大部分城市里父母在IC上取Christian name 的学生是比较受英文教育的（在钟灵时看见的例子），而小城镇嘛，好像好一些有Christian name的英文都很差咧。。。

I've got to revise my strategies and remind myself on hourly basis like seriously.

Away from Penang makes it hard for me to fully comprehend the whole story behind the land claiming issue and what the fuck is going on exactly why these people did these and that.

And now the take-down-ah-jib thingy

oh a grown-up world is the last world I would like to be in

watching Fifty Shades of Grey...喜欢女主角的颜，男主角可以再帅些。。故事除了SM part其实很普通，遗憾的是我竟然看的是已经cut了的，哎哟。。。

咦，结局有点出乎意料，难道有续集？

Can't wait for GOT S6 premier at the end of April....

脑袋蒙了突然comment貌似与status接不上之东东

缓缓呗，俺的急性子。

How contradictory it is when public says test scores do not determine one's success, yet criticizing the ranking of some international assessments. oh come on, just make up your effing mind.

Coursemate 金句，稍加修饰
悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的来；
我挥一挥藤条，
不带走一堆功课。

Finally finished marking the papers, one word to describe the results - disastrous.

When the information is easily accessible, I find it hard to process and digest all of them, let alone picking out the useful ones. Arrggghhh.. Information overload.

The heatwave certainly doesn't help.

Step away for a little while before my brain explodes from downloading this and that.

想必我有一些愤世嫉俗的因子在体内。

Went all the way to this ulu place and came back. Did a little math and found out that it's certainly not worth it. Hmm... Should have asked for more deets before saying yes.

虽然有点腐，但是这系列还挺不错的小绿和小蓝 - 腾讯动漫

就在一分钟前，我才发现，原来炒萝卜糕就是炒粿角。。。。我这个白痴用了两倍的价钱买了这个东东，然后我不是第一次买。。。

如果siapa有支付宝，里面有钱，尽早用完它。因为中国要实行虾米法令，从而影响支付宝。你在支付宝里必须是认证用户，否则无法动用里边的余额。

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应该是真的，但是希望不是真的。

虽然年中的egtukar如果有教六年级，感觉比较难得到， 但还是想申请看看。看着目前的analisa, 还蛮有希望的。

森美兰想出的人少，想进的人多而槟城则是相反。

可是。。那天校长突然很有心机地告诉我，四月的egtukar不需要申请，还有点莫名其妙地提到了APC。他也知道，即使校长不sokong, 还是有可能会走。

关于APC，我资历过轻，很多大我几岁我的都还没拿过APC，如果他真的无端端让我拿，我觉得对他们不公平啦。 如果遇到小气的，恐怕我在这间学校会待得很尴尬。

六月会有个老师退休，到时惨鸟，因为政府没钱请代课老师。全部人的节数和工作量会增多。

加上另一位老师拿完产假后会拿无薪产假一年，六月后会缺两个老师，如果我走了，又没新老师来，学校肯定翻天覆地。

Officially a mifan now. Got it last night, Redmi Note 3, played with it for a while, still getting used to bigger screen and android operating system.

My Nokia Lumia has been acting up on and off for a few months. I have no intention to wait for it to have a complete breakdown, or I would be kelam kabut.

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Game of Thrones is BACK!!! 表面波澜不惊。 不确定是要一集一集追还是养完整季才来binge watch。。。。。

I did not realize that I'm a control freak until I teach. But after a few years, I also realize that I can't control everything. The more I want to control, the more frustrated I am

as I know this ain't gonna happen.

To control every single thing.

Cut myself some slack to avoid spiralling into the hell hole, constantly trying to grasp something you can't get ahold of.

人之初，性本善?

When one's nature is polluted, can it be reversed or purified? I wonder.Education is definitely a type of brainwash. The one which comes primarly from family, the effect is most deep-rooted.

百看不厭啊小女孩真是太調皮了

最近看了几集的奇葩说，还蛮好看的。。。。

其实zootopia一出就蛮想看的，美国的动画片一向来是俺爱看的系列。可惜资源至今还是有点匮乏，不是那电影里拍的版本,就是中文配音，实在不能接受这两点。

也接受不到Bahau 的戏院。。。=。=

For the night is dark and full of spoilers. XD

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暂留。

每年一梗 May the forth be with you.

Billboard hot 100, 前十首我只喜欢7 years 这首，其他恕我不会欣赏。

Pillowtalk还可以。

有些相当受欢迎的英文歌都是相当sexually explicit, 有些的旋律又不好听，实在很难理解他们的口味。 好像rihanna的work, 很catchy, 但是她唱的方式有点gili，加上music video呃。。。。。上次那个不懂谁的anaconda我根本看不下去

我还是听听这类型的比较爽Shawn Mendes & Hailee Steinfeld - Stitches (Acoustic...

还是这种 Photograph - Ed Sheeran (Boyce Avenue feat. Bea Mill...

And some old songs. such as this one Tonight You Belong To Me (Cover) - The Lennon Sister...

Some old brain-washing song like this American Horror Story - Dominique

or clapping song Epic Patty Cake Song (I'll Think Of You)

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那3小時半被吞掉心情有些TL.....

Time is scarce and life couldn't been more hectic. 喘口氣～呼

World knowledge is scarce as well, catching up with Brexit vote's news, still can't fully comprehend the whole story.Brexit breakdown: the results

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世界上，奇怪的人很多，虽然我也是其中一种啦。有一种奇怪，是世俗无法苟同与接受的。比如说之前的蛇精男，到最近的这是我妈妈从韩国买给我的包包的视频，然后偶然发现马来西亚也有一个https://www.facebook.com...

现在facebook live 着不懂是真自杀或假自杀==

这类video一向来点进去都看不下去，都没看完。

只是拿个大概故事剧情。

对human behavior这课题一直很好奇，于是乎发现了那么一群人。他们会去关注这类人，然后又sipek讨厌这类人，一直在comment那里用灰常难听的话辱骂对方，冠冕堂皇当了cyber bullies.我看了也是醉了。结论：人类真是个奇怪的动物呵。

在两天的政治迫害和恐袭。。还有之前的brexit的成功让网民禁不住惊恐地表示透过brexit看出Donald Trump如果赢也不意外啊。。。。

左看看，右看看，愈发深觉自己对世界的无能为力。现在，还是别看得那么远，看看自己，做好本分，足矣

Suspicious-looking Proton Saga NEY 8122

虽然已戒game瘾， 但对pokemon go保持观望态度。但是一脱离internet好像就不能玩啊？等这里开放。。。。

9 days of holidays. It's terrifying how easy time being wasted away. >益<

Student won 1st price in the District Level Storytelling competition. Mixed feeling.....

In-charge of the 2nd part, impromptu storytelling.. kinda challenging...

Students are given a word, it could be an adjective or a noun. Then. they are given 30 seconds to get prepared. ya...30 freaking seconds.

Then they have to tell a story which includes that word, for 2-3 minutes.

When I first got this 'mission' a few years back, I was like walao so sui one.. XD

Totally clueless how to train the student.

If I mess up this part, it could screw up the whole performance, become 拖后腿, no matter how good her first part performance was.

First year, didn't get any prizes.

Second year, got 4th place.

This year, the same student as the second year, gt 1st.

It would be lying if I said I wasn't thrilled over the news. Yet, I'm a bit blue coz I've gotta continue the training to prepare for State Level Competition. >.< hectic ar life..

原来raya假期俺滚来滚去当废人就是为了接下来这几个星期啊。。。根本根本没有休息够，连周末都没有一天是可以当废人的。

为了pokemon go 决定去搞一个data plan 类的东东。

刚才去打包在小镇taman小巷左弯右拐后，居然没有看到半只人影在玩pokemon go, 实在是很桑心。。。以后我要玩时岂不是看起来特像肖狼？

上个星期三真的是特忙的一天。 先是周二晚上，同事看到这个post, 十万火急的whatsapp 我， 因为照片里的四B 就是我担任班主任的班级啊https://www.facebook.com...

walau eh, 我几时讲过喔？ 那时就有点不爽。虽然看得出家长是个问题人物，但说不影响心情是假的。。

稍后我同事仗义地去说话了，然后最后发现讲的不是我，是2K的班主任。当然，2K班主任也没那么说过。之所以会po出4B 的筹募卡。是因为哥哥拿而已，弟弟没拿

除了囧，我也有一种躺着也中枪的感觉。

然后星期三特忙，先是很多节，然后要被observed，然后官员杀到（虽然没有进班），然后还要代课，放学后课外活动，一堆簿子改不了多少，堆到像山一样高。

然后课外活动后，回家有补习。T>T

整个人都快散了。也许就是因为这样今天生病了==

但是那天心是暖暖的，好多人请我吃东西啊啊，先是有同事自己做的好吃芋头糕，然后另外一位同事在我桌上放了一包素食饭，然后还有一位同事分享她带来的汤～～

其实同事都很好一下，因为我是整个办公室里唯一的外地人（不包括那些嫁过来的话），有食物就会和我分享，难怪我都瘦不了XDXD

生病好像是因为昨天中午去抓pokemons? XDhaiz.

这个家长很莫名其妙

最近来了个新领教，男的，第一个星期就要有点觉得不对路，他确实有有很多怪怪，而且价值观也怪怪的地方。

本来想，我这个Judgemental的家伙，果然又在judge别人这个那个了。也许他有什么苦衷。

结果昨天发生一件事，我们整个办公室快疯了。XD

办公室有个thermopot， 那种煲水后会保温着，一按就会有热水出来的那种。

每天一早煲水，有时接近中午时会煲第二轮，有时没有。

那位young man 有一次倒水进去，被同事制止，因为里面还有很多，水煮太多次不好

结果昨天，有位同事看到他去冰箱拿一罐倒下去，然后又去座位那里拿一罐倒一点下去。

有位同学趁他不注意把整壶水换掉，但有几位已经喝到了

他去上课后，同事去检查冰箱，发现他倒的那罐是绿茶？颜色满浓的

罐是kickapoh的，所剩的分量其实并不是很多，应该不到500ml

整个办公室开始闹哄哄起来

大家都非常不解

非常非常不解

而且觉得恶心

这瓶绿茶恐怕他也喝过的吧

thermopot也有绿茶的味道。这。。。。。

今天我看见他开冰箱，偷瞄了几眼，果然他打开那瓶绿茶嘴对嘴地喝下几口。。。。。呃。。。。。

当然，我的目的是要看他有没有倒进thermopot.

后来有位同事质问他，他撒谎了。这人不简单。。。。

另外一件事让我们有点担心的是，他对女学生动手动脚

是的，只对女学生

一开始我并未亲眼看见，也只是听听‘

我只看见有一次他牵一位女同学的手带她回班之类的

同事看过他摸摸女学生的头，这个我可以接受/

据说有摸脸

我没看过但。。。

然后今天同事去问套学生的话

结果不止这些。。。。

虽然不是非常严重那种

但我绝对接受不到

但副校长们却以为我们小题大做，似乎不想我们再去问学生，免得学生回去跟家长说。

呃。。。我们怕。。。万一真的发生什么事，那受害者该怎么办？ 那是一辈子的阴影啊

我得再研究研究。。。究竟娈童癖的人是不是有分，男女不拘以及只对男或女的儿童有兴趣的这几种

这种人，居然还想进教育界。

之前就有听说过，有些我国的老师，非礼学生后，居然不会被革职，只是被调到另外一间学校草草了事。

家长绝对得教育好孩子，不可以乱乱被人碰

有时候我们也无法跟学生讲明，尤其牵涉当事人，他搞不好还会讲我们诽谤。

高年段的我们不是那么担心，低年段的才惨啊。。他们也许以为是sayang他们。。。

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7.3 down not including American Horror and The Walking Dead, 16 to go.

Recent favourite is Stranger Things, not particularly frightening, yet it's intriguing..

Save this for later... I mean, a few weeks later.. 你的名字。/ Your Name. (2016) | WoAiKanXi
Heard that it has a high rating.

It still irritates me when I hear someone saying being a teacher is good and free coz so many holidays. Then why the fuck didn't you be one?

It irritates me more when I hear it during the time when I have have to work on weekends for 3 weeks in a row.

Not to mention working extra time on weekdays.

with mediocre salary.

I'm free? Screw you..

Giving myself a break when I'm having dinner so I indulge myself watching an episode. Why on earth do I have left only one episode of American Horror Story? Certainly not for the stomach. ==

When you have had watched The Walking Dead or American Horror Story or Hannibal while having meals, you pretty much have a strong stomach.

*Why on earth have I left..

How is life? Still the same..as busy as a bee.

Shitload of work is still pending. What really irritates me is they are irrelevant to teaching. The documentation shit is solely for displaying purpose..

That feeling when you know something has to be done to stop this ridiculous norm, yet what you can do is succumbing yourself to this norm. fml

最近很多drama

今天有个同事哭了，原因不详，也不懂是说者无意，听者有心，还是真的是被shoot.

来马口大概一年多后，

被一 group原本就是一小gang的年龄相仿同事纳入其中，包括自己有四个人。

KC, SY, YK, 和我

KC坐的很靠近，也蛮好聊的，SY教同科所以也有话题，和YK 因坐得远且好像 frequency对不太到则不太说话

久久一次会出去一下这样

她们认识蛮久了，尤其是KC会去YK家过夜这样

YK很有钱一下的

然后前一阵子KC 开始卖东西，成为“微商”， 尔后YK也加入其中

差不多有半年了，
然后最近KC和YK有点搞僵了

从KC那边的故事，是YK的问题

KC觉得很心寒，觉得这段友谊走不下去了。

然后KC爆出来，她每年都帮YK写周训的稿，还帮过她改簿子。我傻眼

心理OS 你确定那是朋友吗

然后KC其实也帮过SY改两叠簿子（writing) ，因为SY 看到YK这么做，所以她就也叫KC帮她改。我又再次傻眼。

太傻啦。。。。

看不出是在利用你吗

很明显啊啊

心里也寒了寒

好人往往变成烂好人。

好人要学会自私点啊，只要不是利用别人或伤害别人，自私是必要的，亦是保护自己的方法啊

难怪总听人说，同事是无法当朋友的。

不懂是否混熟这里了，开始会接收很多八卦，自己也开始会讲八卦。 XD 实在是不怎么健康。 XD

看完了《你的名字》，让我想起日本另一部作品《穿越时空的少女》。风格很相似。一丁点儿韩剧signal的fu, 而《是有我不在的街道》是前两者及signal的结合吧。

都是触动内心柔软一处的风格呵。

星期五开会时的火药味很重，因为哭事件，校长谴责，然后一位资深老师把她们的角度说出来，当事人也站起来说话。气氛还是有点尴尬

然后这几天whatsapp都有某些我觉得有点呃。不懂怎么形容的的来自几位同事看起来很positive的text

可是我总觉得哪里怪怪的。 Adulthood sucks ==

我应该是属于中间者，哭的那位同事在她哭那天有text我， 谢谢我的帮忙等。 其实我只是喜欢computer的东东所以会主动去摸。。。

以旁观者的角度分析整件事

结论：当事人责任心很强，也要求高，也担心pengawai来看时大部分老师不会这个frog, 校长又死爱面子等原因导致鸭梨大

至于同事们，我们是习惯性吐槽及埋怨frog的system, 就像每次吐槽任何一个教育部废到要死的programme。

也许，有几位反应较激烈，或者确实有在埋怨system的同时，不小心shoot到当事人

于是当事人就突然broke down.

就这样。

有些同事在她哭之后，觉得她是在演戏，像去年还是前年她的朋友那样， 也是哭了。

haiz....真是复杂的人事关系

One of the reasons I hate adulthood, or humans. XD

I'm a terrible liar, unless I've had my script ready, I usually suck at telling lies.

Yesterday when I was in the night market, I stopped at the kaki lima to catch two pokemons which had just spawned.

When I was catching them, an uncle approached me started asking questions like are you a local etc.

He saw me a few times when I was out taobao-ing

I was annoyed but being the polite kind I didn't show much I just obviously 敷衍 him.

He gave me his number and I pretended save the number but the truth is it's the pokemon go app.

All of a sudden, I regretted to have stopped to catch those pokemons, I should have walked fast like I always do

I need to work on lies like where I'm from and what I do for a living.

Most hawkers who I frequent knows these info and I think I was foolish enuff to give out these info simply because I did not know how to lie. fml

I'm glad I'll be gone soon.

昨天又一同事T,T 。 怎么还有余波啊。。。。

前一陣子很多人對train to busan 的評價很高，原本沒啥興趣，看著皮評價高就湊湊熱鬧唄。

有朋友說看完後睡不好，也有同事表示，她陪男朋友去看時不敢看熒幕，只看感動部分

老實說，zombie的恐怖程度只是ok咯，有符合普通水準。

至於劇情刻畫人性部分，就像fibi說的，那是基本啊。

All fall into expectation。

劇情並沒有什麼surprise。 XD

現在看著The Walking Dead最新一季，幹，這才叫恐怖的血腥畫面，然後那人性的醜陋。。。。。韓國仔死得好慘啊。。。。T,T

egtukar 失败了，但再接再厉会上诉。 XD

先吐槽一下新的副校长

首先，她的“关心”让我很不舒服。 XD

先是大肆宣扬校长sokong我，其实我都不懂她到处说是怎样。自古以来，校长sokong与否都不曾是个很重要的issue.

然后成绩要放榜时，每天看到我都问。若有消息一定会通知你你是急什么。

官方根本都没明确的日期

你有你要排课的自私，我有我要返乡的自私。

然后有确定的日期了

又来“关心”

然后已经告诉你说网站进不到，问东问西。 我很显

然后告诉你成绩

果然套我的话问是否可以上诉的，废话，你第一天在江湖吗，当然可以!

然后问几时可知道成绩，如果上诉，然后说“其实我们是希望你不走的”

没有意见，就看到觉得呃。。。。。

8A 拿到的奖金,总共是RM 950。Walao 很jelly 啊

回槟城前是后轮胎爆胎，这次从槟城回来，则是前轮胎爆胎。 XD

（果然很会弄坏东西）回槟城前mug有点裂了，刚才去mr diy买了个杯子，结果要泡nescafe时，热水一倒下去，听到怪怪的声音，开始漏nescafe，原来下面爆掉了。 原来玻璃是不太能承受热水的啊？！

之前是无限循环closer...这几天被这首洗脑Ed Sheeran - Shape Of You [Official Lyric Video]

Tried to see if any new good songs lately, yet failed to find anything I like.

Keeeping this mashup on loop Luis Fonsi - Despacito ft. Daddy Yankee & Justin Bie...

No weekends for 4 weeks straight. fml.

Signed up to learn, didn't expect it clashing with other events as well. The last 2 months are busier than I anticipated.

The rehearsals are terribly exhausting. Wore me out so much I hardly wanna move.

Fingers crossed to be my most favourite weather tomorrow. Cloudy it is.

Cloudy it was. It turned sunny when most events were done. Overall it ran smoothly.

Pending workload. =..=

So obsessed with all the sing offs...But Connor Maynard is a bit too chatty. I just wanna listen to the songs.

马克Lyrics Video ALL CONOR MAYNARD SING OFF/MASHUP

Sometimes, I'm deeply terrified of small talks. Sometimes, I embrace them.

Small town residents are friendly or way too friendly, I'm still not entirely used to that.

Went to buy economy rice. Twice. different sellers, first time buying already chat with u liao..hmmm...

Was trying to walk around the residential area to exercise a bit, chose night time and already half way giving up.

Sometimes I was busy so I skipped.

However, my biggest concern is meeting the residents. They'll definitely chat you up, at least a bit after greeting them.

A few days back when I was walking, saw my neighbour's maid. She joined me and broke my routine. I slowed my pace. even slower than my normal non-exercising walking pace. Then, after that she stopped and started chatting with me for at least half an hour. hmmm....

I'm definitely an introvert.

人群恐惧症。。。。==

Changed my screen like finally! I thought I screwed up the fingerprint detection, hochai it works!!

多事之秋也
希望自己可以
事来而心始现，事去而心随空
今天 放自己一馬

华小型的国小。=.=‘’ 吐槽点太多==

Embrace the changes? I highly doubt that.

It's already foolish to follow all these irrelevant clerical work, yet with this chaotic school system? come on..

Have been working over the weekends for weeks... ish...