I've kept on saying I wanted to be there all the time, so I feel bad about that cos she prob feels bad telling me I can't go

since I made a deal out of it

but also my feelings are hurt by not being able to go?

so I dunno how to feel

idk your exact circumstances so this is just me talking, but

I think the fact that she even told you is important, since she knew it was important to you too

yeah

she woke me up to tell me cos she plays d&d w my little brother and she was telling her group today

and she wanted me to know first

we both have anxiety, and I've been kind of falling apart lately, so we haven't been talking a lot

plus she just moved out of town