I'm really terrible about social media of any kind atm

I keep just typing things and deleting them straight away

I've reached a level of stress where I just feel panicking and shaky at times and I can't even figure out which stress I wanna deal with first

or which ones I can even deal with

orz. one of my new years resolution was to keep in contact with people more since I keep just flippping out and hermitting/talking to a small circle of people/e.g the people I can't hermit from

I am. not doing well at this So Far

I guess this is sort of a PSA that if I seem off online or even in person or a bit of a mess it's just cause I'm not 100% and i'm sorry bout that

pap u

don't worry about not being a person, being a person is really difficult

thank you;; x I've got meli atleast poking me otherwise I'd just full hermit

(btw, this is why you and robyn got random line convos the other day orz, if its okay/if you dont mind im gonna try and randomly poke you guys on line every now and again orz)

ahhh yes ofc it's okay!

(because it's the easiest way for me to kick my own ass into contacting people)

if I'm not in burrito hell I'll reply

|Db

obv on the flipside feel free to randomly line me and I'll reply when i can x

o/!