I really want to see how Modern Phys is next semester but if I don't like it idk what I'm meant to do

I suppose if I like linear algebra I could go for math major but I hated comp sci 101 and comp sci is an extension of math

i suppose I can take scientific computing and hope for the best

tbh yesterday i was walking home from NHV after turning in an essay and realized that I loved writing it. I loved researching points of view and facts on social topics. For a brief period I thought maybe I

just want to be a journalist or something

but at the same time I feel like I wouldn't be content with that. At the very least, I would feel like I'm disappointing someone. I've spent my whole life impressing my family members and shit and switching

from the sciences feels to me like ending that streak which is dumb but whatever

and I love science and math. But do I like doing it? idk

and maybe a big portion of me hating physics last year was that it was such a fucking shock jumping from easy ass senior year to calc 2 honors plus phys plus chem plus the rest

but also like all the people that show up for career fairs and talk about their jobs make me excited about job security and stuff but not so much about what id be doing. i dont want to build rockets i dont

think but i want to work in space....maybe....

man idk idk idk

hopefully next semester will give me some insight. Though i'll be taking analog circuits which, according to two of the smartest people i know, is supposed to be the fucking antichrist of a class

man i totally feel you on (most) of this, and it sucks, and i hope next semester gives you some clarity!

thanks guys! i'm really hoping i like modern physics since i loved it in hs. just gotta make sure i dont overwhelm myself with stuff...