the more of this i do, the more i believe in it

i mean i started doing it because i'm interested in pursuing the idea of there being something bigger than what's in front of me

but i'm such a logical person that sometimes it's hard to let go of the ego and sort of accept things

if there's one thing i'm not super open-minded about it's the spiritual, which is something i'm only now just starting to realize about myself

so when i start seeing that certain cards really only come up for certain questions, or that some cards that i pull for other people are ones that i've never once pulled for myself

i can kind of feel that part of myself expanding a bit more

i'm not there yet, but i'm working on it