Sometimes it's just disappointing...

And also, like I think I'm just to thoughtful to my friends, maybe 'cayse they have more frds too choose from than I do?

*too ..
*cause

Friend no.1 not free maybe? Well, friend no.2 right away just in case that no.1 can't make it!

I care so much about how they feel and always contact them if I found any goodies, but they just never feel grateful

Ok for postcards, I will only send them to friends who like to receive and care about receiving postcards

It's not just me, some of my frds who send out cards really hope to receive replies from the receivers just in case they hvnt received them

I wasted time to choose postcards, draw and write stuff on it, mail them etc.It's not just the time I've wasted to write you a damn postcard

I've thought about you when I wrote and invested an amount of time in writing them, and you guys are just like

'Yea, got your card, nearly forgot abt it'

Oh hello, I didn't know that my frds would give such responses 'cause I always thank my frds right away when I received cards

Felt really disappointed, maybe 'cause I don't have much friends to handle?(!)

And I was really looking forward to your reactions after seeing the postcard designs and I've always make alternatives

For my friends, 'cause they are busier than me, but after I changed my schedule, my frds just treat me like shit... why am I always Plan B..

Can I become your Plan A sometimes? Or at least once? or...we're just not meant to be close friends for each other?