I have been looking forward to this eclipse for a while. Not overly vocal about it, but if you know me you understand.

The moon...the night...not to sound stupid, but that's kind of "my thing"...I'm the stupid not-hippie child who dances in the rain

and likes standing outside looking up at the moon.

And tonight, on what should be MY NIGHT...

I can't fucking see it. There are too many damn clouds...

Matt said "well, just watch it online."

THAT'S NOT THE SAME.

not even close.

it's not just "watching it"....it's being out there, under the light as it changes and darkens...

it's experiencing it.

And I am just...almost to a state of tears...angry, angry tears...