Sometimes I don't know what I put myself into, brought my self to this place 400miles away from home, now i finally got my peace, but that's a lot of peace, I want my family to be closer

That we all live close by, but have our own place

That would be ideal

I miss my mom my dad my sister my niece my dog my cat

And my hubby

想念的感覺很悶

心裡有一種東西如哽在喉 上不去下不來

很難解釋 我這幾天終於默默的流了一些眼淚

我好強 不願講 但雖然我知到我不應該這麼依賴 但又有何錯

難過的時候我不願喝酒 開心才喝

I don't think my husband will ever understand how I feel now

Such a straight guy