she's been gone almost 3 days now, and I miss her so much

she disappeared exactly the same way Kazran disappeared two years ago

and on nearly the same day, plus a month

i had a dream last night she was curled up on the ceiling, and i told my mother that today and she got a weird look on her face

because she dreamed about Wilson too and we were both thinking the same thing: that my dream symbolised heaven

i'm really really hoping she's not dead

but i know her and the only reason she wouldn't come home for a cuddle is if she died

and/or was trapped or injured

basically the same as Kazran

they were so similar too... Kazran left and then Wilson arrived

I've never really believed in reincarnation but if soul transference is a thing then those two probably managed it

basically living in this place is dangerous for cats. they're very, very happy cats, because they own the world, but then something destroys them and we never know what happened

as much as i'm hoping Wilson will come back I'm not expecting her to

I'm gonna have to deal with this like I dealt with Kazran and treat their disappearance like a death

but a death with zero closure and a cruel sense of hope that never really goes away

Noooo Wilson

This is why I have indoor cats. So much potential for injury and stuff <3

I hope she comes home soon x

if we lived anywhere else, i'd accept someone saying she's probably just gone wandering. but out here it's brutal and ..yeah. dangerous.

i'd like to dedicate this song to her. heard it today and it was perfect and i cried. Mapei - Don't Wait (LYRICS)

if she were here she'd be curled up next to me and be listening to me singing along

I'm gonna miss her cute little pudge and she way she looked at me and she way she smelled

the*

I am sorry about your cat. This is awful.