So lately I've been feeling really down and depressed but I don't really know why.

Like I get upset over little things and I get annoyed easily. Sometimes I don't know if I want to break down and cry or if I want to start yelling at someone but I just don't feel happy.

And to make it worse my closest friends hang out together a lot but whenever they do, they never invite me and it upsets me. Like sometimes they'll go to the mall or eat out together but when they finally

decided to invite me over it was night time and I just can't get up and leave like they have to give me a heads up beforehand.

I just spend a lot of time at home and I don't have many friends to start so for my closest friends to leave me out of the loop kinda hurts

And also (sorry for the rant) my friend that introduced me to the rest of them texts me sometimes but when she does it's usually late at night when she's about to go to sleep or when she does text me she's

hanging out with everyone else but it's like they never considered to invite me even though their talking to me. It's makes me really mad, like I just want to hang out with other people and show them I don't

need them (they weren't all that nice to me all the time anyways) but then I remember I'm a socially awkward snail and I don't have many friends I can just call out of the blue and invite them to hang out.

sigh everything just really sucks for me right now and my vacation ends in a couple weeks

Why don't you try talking with the friend that introduced you to the rest? Maybe even try to ask them if they want to go see a movie with you on a certain day when you can!