Lil bit about whats been up with me for any of you interested... Mostly my health has been an issue. We get one thing under control only to find something else to deal with.... 
Currently I'm having trouble keeping my heart rate at a normal rate. It's running 130-150bpm at a complete rest. Which I'm sure you can guess is NOT good nor productive.
When I attempt to get up and do things, laundry, the dishes, just walking out to the mailbox, my heart is beating so hard and fast I feel like I'm going to pass out and have to sit down.
My blood pressure is finally stable. And I'm on a new med for my heart rate but so far taking 40mg of it 2 times a day is still not bring it down far enough.
My doc feels like if we can just get it under control, I'll feel like a million bucks. I'll be able to get up and DO! And that will also in turn help with my depression.
I "quit" smoking - I actually vape now. Better then those nasty cigs. I dont eat salt if I can avoid it. I try to limit my caffeine
Soooo mostly right now, I'm on like almost bedrest lol. My doctor doesnt want me doing anything to push my heartrate higher until we figure it out. It was nice to have an "excuse" to be "lazy" for about 5 mins
Then my 15 year old son hit the house like a hurricane.... And it was... Ahhhh HELLL NO!
congrats on the smoking!
And I'm glad the doctor is keeping an eye on your heart rate. Are you still babysitting?
And I'm glad the doctor is keeping an eye on your heart rate. Are you still babysitting?
Billeh: No Billy, Ellie was getting too hard for me to handle.. Bryce helped as much as a teenage boy is going to help, but we decided it was best for Elllie to go to a sitter where she could be outside...
Get more socolization etc.
I MISS HER soooooo much everyday tho.
its been really hard
i bet you do, she was always fun for you tro have around.
Billeh: Yes she was. I still see her, but I miss having her here to play with. She kinda kept me going. Nnow I have to learn to keep my on self going for my own self... Thats been interesting... lol
Awww, i hope they get everything under control so you can just be you and well done on giving up smokig!