I slept for 2 hours and kept dreaming about certain people

oh no :< presses paws to

I have stress dreams a lot but usually it's me getting into really stupid day to day arguments with family about shit and they won't back off

Massages ur face

This time it started out one of those nifty sci fi dreams but I can't even remember what about because I ran into the three of them and

it was that person being happy to see me for just a second and then upset and accusing and just. Like why did I do what I did??

And then the other one chewing me out when I tried to defend myself it was very rough like

I think because I ascribed all the anger to one person and all the hurt to another

And ofc it's the kind of thing that you don't even think about forever and then suddenly it rears its ugly head

And ofc in dreams I can't be rational and just feel guilty and self-blamey even though I know it was not like that

And idk why someone I never fought with who I just drifted from was even there in it she was just kind of hangin with them HAHA I'm sorry third person

You did nothing wrong

Being friends with people I fell out with: not remotely a crime

We still have a lot of mutual friends!

It was just a toxic situation all around back then

Idk. I'm going to try to sleep more

Should probs delete this

Although nah admitting things have happened is also not a crime so it can stay

I think given the level of emotional involvement it is ok to have the occasional blip still

ugh. i know it

those kinds of dreams are so rough