ive been feeling weird about twitter lately since i talk a lot. plurk is nice to have it all under one thing. im glad remember this site, thank you higu!

i have some concerns with getting a job and it probably isnt the best idea, but i want to work through it. im glad that this is something i can say now.

i'm really scared of my bad days. i dont know how i'll be able to do things or focus during the job, but maybe just being there will be enough.. im not sure.

im going to try! if things will get really bad for me, if it is really too much, i can always quit. i need to remember this.

i think i'll put anxiety stuff in a separate tweet if i decide to talk about it. it's a lot and i dont want to get confused with what im trying to say here!

not tweet.. plurk*..

ive cut out sugar recently and will only have a small amount for weekends! less salt too and im eating less of fast food, as much as i love it

we pick up fast food every weekend but i want to restrict it to once a month

i bought myself a cute dress and the earliest its expected to be here is in 2 weeks. so thats a good motivator! and in general i want to build on my wardrobe. i want to look cute

i cut my hair yesterday to make my bangs look fuller! and im trying to use cleansers and face moisturizers every day and im finally looking into foundation

i feel theres only so much i can do with appearance. theres a lot im insecure about and will always be insecure about, but if i look better than i did before that's enough for me

im glad im doing this all for myself it feels good. i hope the dress fits me and is comfortable, i hope all clothes in the future will be too.. im scared of feeling

but since i'm losing weight im sure it will be fine

i cant wait to have a job and be able to get stuff myself and feel good about doing something!

oh right. here is the dress!