because i'm totally not.

uh well, first thing's first: my grandmother died. which... is still kind of upsetting. really upsetting.

i lived with her for years and she had a really big hand in raising me so... i'm still not really sure if it's entirely sunk in yet.

it happened over 2 weeks ago and i'm still having thoughts like "i need to tell grandma about this" and stuff like that.

dealing with it one day at a time i guess.

uhm. still no job in florida, but i'm pretty happy there. i like orlando a lot so far.

i haven't made many friends either but i hope i can get out and do that at some point. i'm just really shy.

also, a really big deal: i got my front teeth fixed! i usually didn't post pictures of myself on here, especially not with my mouth open, but i had (still have) some messed up teeth.

my front two were overlapped and there was a big spot of decay in between them... it was a mess.

but now, they're fixed!!! and i'm really really happy.

i also had a filling put in on one of my back teeth but zzz who even care?? no one.

i guess really, that's all that's really been going on with me? i haven't been writing much or drawing a lot. obviously not roleplaying AHAHAHA. ha.

but yeah. just wanted to say hello to everyone. i hope you're all healthy and happy too!

i hope everything is going the best it can for all of you!

aww, i'm sorry to hear about your loss - but i'm glad that other things are going well for you! and i hope they get even better soon

it's nice to see you check in!! even though i see you on tumblr i never know what to say there oops

i can imagine it's difficult to when all i do is scream about jojos on there.

but it's okay!!

sometimes i just like posting on plurk... it's easier to just spill stuff into it than tumblr or twitter.

yeah, for all the shit that i give plurk, it's actually pretty good for communicating stuff in certain formats, i feel like

otoh i get confused at how conversation works on tumblr or twitter easily... i'm too young to be this technologically inept

twitter is the worst... especially if another person jumps in.

i like twitter but for longer conversations it is GARBAGE

i love jojo sobs

i used to play johnny in haven uh. when did i drop him... sometime last year.

and yeah this is... the hardest death i've been through. my other grandparents died when i was really young but this is uh. really difficult.

SBR is my favorite part.

oh man PART 3 THO... i'm really behind on the anime oops ( but i'm up to date on the manga...)

polnareff is so cute... i saw you did an intro and i'm so like "GOD HAVEN HAS SO MANY JOJOS" i'm kinda sad i dropped but lol like hell i coulda kept up

aww lins I'm sorry

I'm glad you got your teeth fixed, though, getting something that's always bothered you like that fixed can make you feel a billion times better

she was in a really bad place so... i'm glad she's not hurting anymore or literally losing her mind but. it doesn't make me miss her any less.

i'm staying at her house right now and it's just all very weird, trying to accept it fully.

yeah, that's always difficult

but i am very happy about my teeth... there's always a silver lining, considering i was told about this at the after service of her funeral.

<3