(Dieing gilbert/ reaper Matt..if you want) *in hostpital as the Iv drips gently as his lays on his bed, looking more pale then normal as he feels his bald head, haven not eaten^
in a while he can't find the appetite with all the Chemotherapy and radiation running through his body looking out the window he smiles as little birds sing on the tree branch
(If your not comfortable with this tell me, I know the effects on what cancer can do to family and freinds)
(Your fine) he hovers in the room watching him waiting wearing a black robe sitting on his sythe with a sigh the good ones are always the first to go
waiting for Gilbert to see him knowing only then will the time be soon
a phone goes off as matthew answers the small phone hello? yea im with him.... he cant see me yet so i cant.... you now the rules ivan.... and thats why your on his bad list... hangs up angerly ugh jack ass
Hmm? looks over slowly seeing him...hello..what's your name?
flinches looking at him giving a soft smile m.. my name?... im Matthew...
H-hey mattvie...are you an angel?
he nods gently with a soft smile im here to look over you.... and if you die i will take you to heaven
but right now its still up.... acording to my records you still have a chance to live
So..I might live? he smiles lightly I'm so happy..burder will be so happy eyes close slowly falling asleep as tears roll down his cheeks
flinches at the tears hearing a door open looking back seeing a dr walk in with a tall blonde german man watching them as ludwig stays with him matthew watching them i really hope you get to live
The german sits watching him holding his brothers hand tightly as he feels a squeeze I habe dich gerne looks around before hugging him
matthew watches as he sighs reaching into his robe finding the hour glass for gilberts life seeing it a little low sighing adding more sand
the Germans name gets called over a speaker phone for an emergency surgery as he sighs looking at his brother and kissing his cheeks before running off, the commotion Wakeing gil what?..seeing doctors run
matthew floats nearby putting the glass away im gonna regret this
gil looks up regret what? suddeu feeling alittle stronger
looking at him as he stops floating landing leaning on the wall i fixed your sands of time.... your gonna live longer dont worry about that
Re-really!! You did that for me!? ...I can't say thank you that's not enough! ..I wish I had some money or something..
You know yo give you
he smiles money really doesnt mean a whole lot to an angel besides your brother was here
Yeah? Gott why didn't he wake me? I wanted to say hi...looks around as he slowly sits up as his feet dangle to the side he slowy stands weakly his body skinny and weak from the lack of food
looking at him gasping going to him holding him up dont be dence dont move around yet
I'm okay trust me ..I need to use the bathroom holding the iv stand and leans on it alittle as he walks, the stands wheels rolling with him
continueing to help him walk well just dont push it okay your not gonna get better instantly it doesnt work that way
smiles you don't know how awesome I am gets to the bathroom and locks the door behid him as he pees blood
staying outside knowing that it will still take his will to heal as he sighs his phone ringing answering hello?...... shut your face.... Ivan i dont have time to deal with you okay.... i have him more sand...
shut your mouth im nothing like you!
Nng hears the yelling as he flushes abs washes his hands, coming out looking at the commotion
glareing his eyes starting to glow purple shut your mouth ivan or else i will destroy you hangs up as the phone disapears into a puff of smoke jack ass
Are you okay mattvie? looking curious
looking at him with a small soft smile yea sorry about that....
Was that your boss? gasp is your boss God? And if so is gods name Ivan? ..that's a stupid name for a god..
no ivan is a fellow reaper although my boss is god he sighs starting to float on his sythe again ivan is a rouge angel
Wait arnt rouge Angels evil or something
eh kinda its more like rouge angels are jack asses and will sometimes screw with the lives of the living for fun.... like taking sand away from humans or even taking a soul to the wrong place
Gott..that's gotta suck walking around
eh it can the door creaks as matthew looks back ludwig walking back in seeing gilbert Brother your up?!
Ja!! I am I feel a lot stronger now!! I might be able to get out soon smileing big
matthew looks away i cant garantee that gilbert... your brother cant see me and the healing... its up to you... i just gave you more time to keep fighting
lugwig looks at him brother its good to belive that but you need to keep fighting
I will I will..can you sneek in a beer for me though? I'm so despite for a little taste knowing he's not allowed
ludwig gives him a look nice try... you can have one when your better gets him back in bed i'll be back a little later.... by the way who vere you talking too?
Umm the geko ..on the wall..he must of came in though the window
geko?.... riight vell i'll be back later think you can eat something?
yeah..maybe something light ..soup maybe?
he nods i'll have them bring you food he walks out matthew staying in the corner watching him..... why.... why?...
Looks mattvie? What's wrong? alittle worried about him
looking up at him oh its nothing.... its just... i have the urge to.... nevermind it doesnt matter.... a small childs spirit runs in giggling as matthew sees her and stops her picking her up well hello
little one she giggles playing with matthew a moment before he holds her close come on im gonna take you to meet god okay?
gil watches quietly as the girl hugs Matt tightly
matthew holds her close kissing her forhead as she glows white be at peace~ she flys away disapearing as matthew cries i hate seeing the young ones die
..mattvie...please ...please don't be sad reaching for him
gasps whipeing his face with a small giggle sorry... thoughs are always the hardest
Ja ..I knew her..she was a nice girl..had a bad case of heart desase ..
he opens his phone clicking through it as her image appears MIranda age 9.... looks like she died in sergery with your brother
He must of knew it was a lost cause
clicks through again ludwig showing up ludwig belsemit age 25.... he isnt the type to give up
..what dose it say about me? Dose it say that I'll get better?
he flinches clicking one more Gilbert Belsemit age 29 cancer patient..... thats all it says.... it wont say anything else
Oh come on it dosent say how awesome I am ? That's slack! coughs harshly
flinches dropping the phone as it disapears y... you should rest... its better that way right?
Ja ...ja it is laying down tiredly again falling asleep
he swallows hard going to him pulling off some feathers dropping them onto him as his body absorbes them matthew getting weak as he leans on the wall falling asleep
sleeping for hours and hours as doctors take blood from him and inject him weigh medicins as he sleeps
matthew wakes shortly after adding more feathers as he starts to heal matthew sitting on the window sill
Wakes up an hour later seeing matt morning mattvie....
looking at him with a smile morning how did you sleep?
Good...no pain at all this time!
thats good holding himself looking outside some of the cancer children are playing in the yard... its nice....
stands looking out aww I'm glad ...they never get out smiles lightly
he smiles looking at him you look better... Your brother is on his way back in... Ludwig walks in setting Gilbert up two days in a row zhat's surprising
JA! Cus your big brother is the most awesome person in the world!! Nothing can kill me Kesesese!
he looks at Gilbert's papers actually I'm shocked... Your healing at an alarming rate... Odds like a miracle from God Matthew looks away
gil smiles and hugs and kisses ludwig it is a mirical ..but you helped too Luddy
Matthew smiles as Ludwig hugs him back bruder do... You have an imaginary friend named mattive? I herd you talking to someone named mattive Matthew sees another spirit behind Ludwig going to him offeriing
a hand add the spirit takes it sending add Ludwig suddenly feels relief Matthew passing out
no..no runs to Matt mattvie! Mattvie!!
Ludwig not seeing anything as Matthew slowly wakes up looking at him s... Sorry... That was an old string spirit... Your telling at nothing remember your brother can't see me
touches him helping him up, touching him causing himself to grow weak and sick as he coughs up blood mattvie...
Matthew gasps pulling away DON'T TOUCH ME!!! *Ludwig gasps getting his brother in bed giving him oxygen helping him live
Matthew gasps putting more feathers into Gilbert healing him don't touch me Gilbert it will kill you
But ...I want to touch you....you beautiful speach muffled as he falls unconscious
Ludwig works getting him stable as he starts at him hey. . My brothers friend mattive? Can you help him? Matthew looks at him pulling out 6 feathers dropping them into Gilbert
his color coming back to him as Matthews breath gets heavy becoming slightly visible I'll help your brother how I can
Ludwig in shock starring as Matthew disappears again Ludwig starring into nothing
ludwig steps back your real!? gilberts breathing Stabilises
steam appears on the window as Matthew writes I'm an angel of god sent to look over the sick and the dead to guide the should to heaven
I...I see ...are you going to make him live then?
Matthew smiles sipping another feather into Gilbert I'm gonna try
Danke ..danke mattvie ..danke ..he's..he's all I have now
becoming visible his breath heavy his body beginning solid I'm getting weak sorry hope you don't mind seeing me for a while
You look weak.,,he's stableising please mr angel please rest
he nods his winds only barely visible as he smiles I promise to rest
hestays for as long as he can as he stands leaveing
sitting in the window watching Gilbert I don't know why I'm doing this but I'm not gonna stop
gil sleeps for another day before wakeing up ..Nng ...water
Matthew hands him some water here
takes the cup drinking it mattvie are you ..okay
Yea I'm fine... he smiles
....sniffles I'm sorry I touched you....but it made me so happy
No it's okay.... I understand
...why do you want me to live?
he stops looking outside I feel a connection to you... I like you... I've been around 2000 years and... I've always taken the souls of the living .. but I can not take yours
he smiles pulling off a feather as it floats into Gilbert I won't stop till your better
But..of i get better I won't be able to see you again!
he smiles that isn't completely true
What do you mean? ..when I die?
No... It's complicated... yawns holding himself
..I hope I can still see you...and talk to you...
he smiles offering a hand
..can I? about to take his hand
he nods I promise... You have enough of my light inside you too touch me
gently takes his hand and smiles
holds his hand how do you feel?
I..I feel so much better..so..alive
I'm so glad he smiles yawning starting to fall asleep
pulls him down onto the bed and hugs him tight
he blushes looking up at him wh... What are you doing
Rest ..please..you look so tired ..it's my turn to protect you now
blushing a deep red looking away feeling exhausted slowly falling to sleep in his arms
holding him and watches him sleep pecking his forehead
sleeping deeply as Ludwig walks in looking around not seeing Matt is the Angel gone?
shakes his head ahhh
Ludwig looks at him I see... mat sleeping mumbling
smiles playing with his hair
Ludwig suss with him watching
hand explore the reaper feeling his soft wings and small body
How dose one so beautiful have such a sad job?
Ludwig stares watching bruder... If you were a spirit and you saw a terrifying creature reaching for you to take you away would you go or run
..I donno..run I guess..why?
Well that's why he looks like that right?
Looks like what? About to run away?
No that's why he is beautiful do the spirits don't run
..ja your right..he attracted a little girl, he sent her off so sweetly
A little girl?... I see. Matthew mumbles holding onto Gilbert
cuddleing him more ...so pretty
Ludwig smiles standing I'll send food in for you he leaves Matthew not letting go
just looking at him admiring him
a nurse walks in setting dotastP tray of soft foods walking out
stomach rumbles as he sits up eatting
Matthew laying in his lap slowly waking up ngh?
eating healthily looking stronger
looking up at him with a smile watching him
sees offering some to him
he blushes shaking his head no I don't want any thank you
eats and drinks everything ah man..I haven't eaten like that in forever
mat smiles your healing... Even your hair is coming back
feels his head a nurse will come soon to take blood, I hope it'll give me good news ..I'll love to go home
I'm sure it will be good news
..if I do go home will you come with me?
blushes I... What do you mean?
Well..Will you come home with me..do you have a home?
I don't have a home... And I um... I'm required to stay with you...
Okay ...but why?..I don't mind or anything blushes
I have you my essence
Okay then the nurse comes in taking some blood out of him and gose to test it
I'm officially your guardian Angel... I must do anything to keep you safe and happy
smiles as long as your with me I'll be happy I promise
he smiles leaning on him sorry I'm still kinda weak
wrapping arms around him if I could give you my strenght I would
No it's okay keep your strength you need it
Ja...und we will get out of this hostpital and live life ...holdingvhis hand
looking at his hands blushing with a smile I'd like that
smiles slowly getting up I feel like I could run a marathon
well dont trust me your not healed yet and your body is adjusting to the treatment
Ja I know..I need to pee gose to the bathroom peering normal as he laughs
matthew smiles getting a call answering.... hello?.... yes... yes sir.... yes sir.... i understand..... wha.... sir no please i need to stay what if he..... your doing what sir?...... y... yes sir.... yes...
comes out Mattvie! Mattvie! I'm peeling normaly! hugs him I'm so happy
he smiles holding him one sec gilbert goes back to the phone im still here sir..... blushes y... yes he umm... he said he... is peeing.... normal.... yes sir.... yes... i'll see you soon... bye hangs up
Who was that? Your boss?
nods standing gilbert listen to me okay im gonna go away for a little bit i promise ill be back in a few days pulls off a feather handing it to him keep this with you okay?
Wait where are you going?! holdimg his hand
i have to return to heaven for a bit my boss needs me i promise to come back kisses his forhead as his sythe appears
blushes hurry back
he smiles grabbing the sythe as he slowly disapears i will i promise
watches him leave as he walks around
days pass as matthew doesnt come back ludwig walking into his brothers room seeing half eaten food looking to gilbert bruder why arent you eating?
..mattvies gone...I want mattvie back looking out the window
ludwig sighs sitting with him seeing the feather
holds the feather close.....I want to see him again....
ludwig sighs i know you do brother i know you do
lays down sighing......
ludwig stands going to the door we are gonna run afew more tests but... you may be able to come home soon
Ja?...I look forward to that ..danke
he nods dont worry he vill return i know it
nods laying there....
he walks out
..........mattvie...where are you
the sythe appears in the room hovering in the corner
....looks mattvie? ..mattvie!
his body appears sitting on the sythe sighing
gose to him mattvie...I missed you...I was thinking of killing myself so I could see you
matthew opens his eyes looking exhausted his wings now white his clothes no longer black as he falls off the sythe falling asleep
gasps going to him picking him up mattvie..taking him to the bed and lays him down
sleeping looking exhausted
Mattvie..an angel..kissing him blushing
resting a bit longer before waking up looking around nnngh~?
Mattvie? ..are you okay...
yawns looking at him with a small smile Hi~ yea im okay
hugs and kisses him all over I missed you
blushing a deep red i... i see
Where did you go? What happened?
i went to heaven.... i was upgraded to guardian angel
You white wings suit you better
he blushes with a smile
lays with him caressing his cheek
smiles cuddling him with a small sigh feels good
I'm so happy your back...I missed you so much ..I was thinking of hanging myself so I could see you
eyes widen looking at him no don't ever think like that again ever!!!
But..you Where gone for so long...I was so worried
I understand but I told you I was coming back I never would have broken a promise to you