WHY WOULD YOU PUT ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THAT IAN HAS PRETTY MUCH ALREADY EXCOMMUNICATED ME BECAUSE OF HER

well mom

i mean you have this completely awful habit of supporting shitty people

but i mean i dont want her at my wedding and thats my decision to make

tiffanie doesnt want her there either tbh

i told her this cause she was in the middle of ranting about my cousin

she's had to shell out close to a grand for various medical bills and getting this womans tooth pulled

she's been on three rounds of differing antibiotics for her "pneumonia"

look i know pneumonia can be hard to shake, ive got scar tissue in my lung from it

but you wouldnt be moving

or talking

or spending the whole day in my moms room smoking pot while shes in richmond

if you had fucking pneumonia

we were talking about skin cancer one night and she was like OH I THINK I HAVE A SPOT ON MY HAND

NO GO AWAY

and my mom was like I DONT KNOW WHAT SHE'D DO IF IT WERENT FOR ME and i was like mom

im pretty sure that if push comes to shove she could pull something out of her ass miraculously

she just needs a fucking pity party all the time

she's going to drag her feet to get as much out of this free ride as she can

so yeah had that conversation w my mom tonight. if there was any doubt left mom def knows now that i dont like her

i hate everything lol

anyway i applied for an apartment tuesday. ill know by friday if i get it

watches markiplier for three hours

no i dont have an 11 hour shift tomorrow what are you talking about

to be honest things have been going so well for me this whole month im just kind of waiting for the other foot to drop and everything to kind of fly out from under me

and ill be honest im kind of expecting it to come from tiffanie because she's kind of dragging her feet with getting shit together

and i know its due to stress but this stuff is important and stuff i cant do for her

and if she fails to do it then im pretty much screwed either way

she was in a shitty mood when she came home tonight so im going to wait to talk to her when shes off and just be like hey i need to impart the importance of all of this on you

and i know its stressful and i know im nagging but i really, really need for you to not let this slip out because you're avoiding it

because its stressful

but once its over, its over and we can be happy

OMFG SHES SUCH AN APOLOGIST

like your mom did this over all the shitty people you tried to swerve where she fucking knew they were terrible and then defended them to you

i told my mom i was mad my dad didnt defend me in our fights and shes like well some physiologists believe the adults come first and im like HAHA NO

and i just shut her down and was like okay so if your husband was abusing your children you would still be a unit with him and she was like uh no

and im like damn straight its situational and the fact of the matter was i was being abused and shes still making excuses about it AND THATS WHAT YOUR MOM IS DOING AND IT PISSES ME OFF

shes letting you get mistreated because she doesnt want to deal with it and she has solidarity with the shitty people in her life SHE DOESNT EVEN LIKE

and its your fucking wedding. youre paying for it.

like actually fuck her. if she wants to pay a billion dollars to support this shitty old ass bitch thats fine thats her stupid decision but she CANNOT make you do that same

SCREAMS INTO THE COMPUTER HRSUFIJKNMH

also i hope you get the apartment good luck 030

you say pretty much everything thing im thinking

i had to tell her a few times last night that its my wedding, im going to do what i want

because when i told her it was a costume wedding she was like NO YOU ARENT DOING THAT ARE YOU

yes, yes i am

its my wedding and i want to do what i want

Omfg yeah seconds this actually fuck her its YOUR special day she doesnt get to decide who comes

lol i cant believe her she should be more worried about you being happy than being a priss

if she shows up im going to tell her to fucking leave lol

and im not going to care about the issues it causes my mom cause she's been putting me in the middle of shit i dont wanna be in the middle of my entire life