but I don't really feel like I'm male or female

I did a lot of thinking and like I don't feel like I fit in with either

like I always felt like I was some other? even as a kid I don't think I grouped myself with men because I always felt like I didnt belong and same with women

I talked about it briefly with eden and some of my friends on twitter but I know a lot of friends wouldn't get it so I've really limited myself on that topic ;;

another thing is that I don't wanna present in a feminine way on a regular basis either. cosplay's fine but anywhere else probs wont happen

yeah just when folks label me with he or call me sir, I'm like "wait are you talking to me?...". idk when it started but everytime I hear it now, it feels weird for me

for pronouns, I guess they is fine. like don't really stress it if you use he for me

but yeah. I felt like I needed to get this out somewhere

A good space to get it out in.
Even though I have just gone through alot of things for the whole female to male and really do honestly feel male, I also feel genderqueerish and I don't myself feel like I

wholeheartedly belong in either stereotype.
Gender is also weird. You're just you. I tend to forget my friends' genders, not like I don't know, but more like I just see the individual and nothing else

matters more than that to a point.
Going through HS, I was the outcast because I didn't act like anyone else and I was very fluid in how I wanted to present.

I mean noone really belongs in stereotypes, but I mean that I still feel weird going to things that are all guys specifically because I know I've experienced some different shit and I guess that's more trans

issue but I know other guys who don't feel that at all?
shrug In anycase, +1 to someone who gets that gender stuff is a messy subject and values you just as you no matter what.

You can always Private plurk or email or whatever if you want to talk out some feels. I'm here for ya on that.

thank you so much ;; even rn, I'm feeling nervous talking about it but I know you guys are all supportive and loving people.

I've been in the same boat, recently--except it's more like I feel both rather than neither? But I get how it can be nervewracking talking about it because I expect not to be understood to be on some weird

halfhearted in-between ground I'm not fully confident in

But either way, you do whatever makes you comfortable, you know we'll love and accept you any way you want to be <33

At least here? Don't feel nervous. We're all pretty damn familiar with outside the "norms" of what society sees as gender.
I think we all here have genderqueer friends, and there's other other trans than me

too and it's just a big supportive and loving group. So if there's any group of people to feel relaxed about talking to, it's us.

Lol this is me trying to be helpful and soothing but I have no idea how to lmao

I remember feeling the whole omg what if people think I'm crazy or are just humoring me and don't actually believe me? etcetc
And then realized those are completely not needed feels.

Maybe with the rest of society, but not with my friends.

I don't think they would care if I suddenly told them surprise I actually have tentacles for genitals.

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