Kasalanan ko ba kung hindi nya makita sa'min/sa'kin yung appreciation na hinahanap nya? Everyone is different. Or baka naman blinded lang sya sa thought na " Hindi ako inportante sa kanila"?

Kasi in my opinion, appreciated naman sya. Just not the way she wants to be appreciated. I appreciate her creative writing. I do. I relly do. Even her music and arts. Idk.

I just don't say it out loud that much. I don't usually blurt out compliments much less insults. As much as possible I don't comment about people

I'm tired trying to make things right. I hate how you don't notice my little actions. I often hanged out with you during the start of the second sem in my attempt to reconcile what ever there is to reconcile.

But the efforts seem in vain as you say. I don't know what I did to make you feel this way, but I had always been your friend. HAD. I'm too hurt to consider this friendship valid.

I try my best to keep whatever I feel in me. I don't trust myself in those kind of things. I'm not ready just yet. I feel like the first word that will come out of my mouth will just make me cry immediately.

I don't like crying.