I know its not right, but sometimes I really wish my brother would just go away like for good.

he hates where he is, doesn't believe he did it all to himself, today he said it was my fault he is there. He can't figure out or remember anything that has happened, He is feeling good so he thinks he is fine

just can't remember to brush his teeth or get dressed..yup he is fine

i am so over all of this, He packs his bags every day going to do home. I just got settled down from the last round an here we go again. The stress and anxiety are just getting to much..i just pray he can find

peace an find it soon and lots an lots of it