the guy I've been sorta kinda crushing on invited me out to lunch

and then came out as gay in the car

and I guess I'm still kind of reeling from it?

..............

because that's kind of something that you hear about in a joke or something, but I didn't ACTUALLY expect it to happen in real life????

you need some hugs

also hot chocolate

orz

goddamn

which

super yay for him, and I still wanna be great friends with him

but wow now it's three crushes I've ever had and none of them ended well

QAQ hugs