joan running away crying not realizing she has arrived at kugelmugels home gently touching the house you came back... just in time to see me loose everything.... it was nice to see your smile again kugel

goes and sits outside is house starting to mumble to herself

sleeping deeply and tiredly wakeing up only to take off his clothes and stays in his underwear getting hot from the summer.... laying down sleeping tiredly

goes to his door leaving a painting on his door walking off

in a deep sleep wakeing up as the suns rats hut his face, groaning as he stands going to the bathroom haveing a shower and going to the cute kitchen eating anything that's in the fridge

long gone

eating having his his fill going to the door seeing the painting, picking it up looking at it and brings it inside

the painting a stunning portrait of a young woman kneeling in a feild a light on her face as she cries another darker light on her hand as a dagger is laying next to her covered in blood a letter with the

painting Dearest Kugelmugel, im sorry i wanted to say these words to you in person but it hurt too much. You came back to life and i dont understand how but... sadly you have come back only to see me leave

this world. im sorry i broke your heart and i hope that you can forgive me tear stains on the paper Love always, Joan tear stains all over the bottom of the paper

studies both painting and letter trying to understand why? Why are you leaving? cant help but feel sad

blood on the girl in the image joan nearby getting ready to kill herself

looks at the painting then gets it getting dressed and runs down the small dirt road JOAN!! JOAN!?! looking around slowing down panting heavily sweating

sitting in a small feild next kugelmugel with a blade to her chest crying hard

running into the field seeing someone yelling JOAAN!!

she looks up seeing a figure but doesnt care pressing the blade against her chest... i love you kugel

JOAAAN seeing her clearly running fast legs hurting as he gose faster almost falling as he keeps going leaping towards her grabbing her and tackling her to the ground

gasps as the dagger gets knocked away but cuts her as she looks at him k... kugle?

on top of her holding her panting horsely what are you d-doing!?! coughing lightly

just starts to cry harder im ending my pain...

What pain?

she continues to cry harder my heart.. my heart is in pain i cant take it anymore... i just want to make it end

Nein don't end it! Can't we fix your heart with something?

she continues to cry part of her shirt ripped blood from the wound staining it kugle im lonely... im lonely

Why don't you stay with someone?

NO ONE WANTS ME AROUND ANYMORE!! I HAVE NO ONE!!! I LOST YOU AND EVERYONE ELSE

....you didn't lose me..I'm still your Freind ...curling up into a ball tearing up

tears still falling down his cheeks you should know already... friendship isnt what im looking for

Please ...please .....I don't want you to go...please don't do this think of your parents and what they will feel!

they would be happyer with me gone... i have hurt everyone... hell you died!!

I died because my "goverment" left ...I'm alive because I'm a prize...a toy for that stupid old man to exploit!!!

she sniffles and cries more

Don't YOU understand!?!? I'm alive to make money for stupid Austria!!! I'm not a country or a person to him!! Just a thing that people will pay to see!! Like some exotic animal in a cage!

That isnt true!!!

(gtg sorry)

Then why are there mobs of people trying to get through my giant gate to "get a closer look"?!

(It's okay, I got to work anyway)

i dont know but it isnt true!! your an amazing man who deserves more love then you get

...I'm not a man....yeah I'm i donno...30 I guess but... I'm still seen as a 12 year old....13 at least

kugel please i... i love you! please i dont want to loose you

no you dont.....you dont even care....if you did care you wouldn't of tried to kill yourself..

looking up at him i didnt think you cared anymore...

I do care.....why didnt you come und talk to me!?

she slowly sits up her shirt red i... i couldnt...

....yes you could! DONT LIE! I HATE LAIRS!!! voice breaking

no i couldnt kugel!!

why! why couldn't you!?! frowning angerly

she starts to cry even harder i couldnt because... i was trapped... i couldnt leave my country!

wh-what? but...why? did you do something wrong? going to her looking at the cut on her taking off his hat and puts agents her cut to stop the bleeding

grits her teeth at the pain m... my boss... kept me trapped in my lands... i was finally able to get away today

Why?why did he trap you? Why didn't you call me?

i couldnt and i dont know the reason.. but im free now... kugel im scared

weak legs shake picking himself up then gose to her trying to lift her up... Nng come on let's go home

looks up at him as she slowly stands looking at him offering her arm here let me help you walk

takes her arm and looks down tiredly, hair a mess and coverd in sweat

your not made for running for fighting.. im so sorry...

It's...okay breath comeing back slowly

walks back to his home her chest bleeding

....touches her wound ten pulls away opening the door takeing her to the bathroom and getting her to sit as he gets some bandages and disinfectant... I...I need you to....undress...

looks up at him then pulls off her shirt blushing

blushes lightly then gets to her level cleaning the wound and covering it, being careful his soft yet calloused hands being gentle and kind there ....l-lets have a bath turning on the water for the tub

looks up at him kugel... i... im sorry i... im sorry

its okay....its okay....unbuttoning his vest and slipping off his shirt testing the water its ready takeing out his long hair looking like a girl

looking up at him tears in her eyes as she stands

looks at her and takes her hand will you bathe with me? Ill wash your back und hair

she looks at him with a small smile and a nod yes... i would like that

blushes takeing off his shoes and pants getting in keeping legs lose to himself

she finishes disrobeing herself joining him

gose to her and gets a face washer soaping it uo and cleaning her

looking down at him hugging him close kugel!

looking at her confused holding her back al...Alberta?

im sorry.. i just wanted a hug.. im sorry

its...its okay blushes lightly

holding him slowly starting to cry again

looks up please Joan....please dont cry

i...i cant stop... sniffles

did I do somethijng worng?

no not at all

then....please.....you can stay here as long as you want

she gives a small nod thank you so much kugel!