Thanks to my amazing son who got my account premium I was able to talk to linden labs, they opened up the sims for 24 hours to retrieve items. annnnd im bawling. 
Everything is gonna be alright. You really didn't even need me, but you know I'm always here for you <3
YES i need you more than you know.
and not just because you can help me with this crap, you are my best friend and seriously help me through all my panic attacks and you have no idea how much that means to me.
I do what I can especially for those who do the same in return. Love you <3
Love you booger!!!!!!!!!!!!!