So every time I get on FB I see his profile and I see our pics and realtionship and shit. But I don't want to get rid of all that because I feel like that's saying it never happened.
it's probably still to raw for you to be doing that. Right now, focus on you, on doing things that make you feel good. Focus on the other stuff when you get your head on straight.
I know, I just wish I could avoid that site completely but I'm trying to reach out and make friends right now and that's where a lot of that reaching has to take place unfortunately.
And I'm trying to focus on me and thinks I like but after 5months my entire life because tangled up in him so pretty much everything makes me think about him. I know it'll get better with time it's just hard
right now being it's only day 4 of the break up and only day 1 of me knowing for a fact that it's finally absolutely over because he kind of led me on there there was hope for the first 3 days.