I'm sorry to hear that! I've been writing a real life thing, like not fanfic and then last night I wrote an 8 page Larry fic :| lol

once I started I couldn't stop and I was up till the early hours because I've got insomnia at the moment, that and the fact I drink too much coffee haha

Oh no it's horrible when that happens. I get it all the time and then I get a burst of energy and just write loads and then loes it again hahaha

ermm yeah so basically I'm in the 1D fandom...

now no judgement here... Larry is one Harry and Louis.

I'm obsessed, they're beautiful aha

but but but I love them! haha. seriously, I'm obsessed with Lou and Harry lol

yeah that was really bad for the fandom apparently, I wasn't in it then lol. Those girls are really judged for talking about it, it's given everyone a bad rep

literally no one is like they're portrayed on there, they're actually really lovely, the ones I've spoken to anyway

they're obsessed with Larry but they're surprisingly chilled about it

I think if you seen some of the videos you'd think something was going on haha. They're just really fun that's what I like, they're fun lads and the fandom are nice

I just watched that video again, I couldn't stop cringing lol. If you were in any fandom, you wouldn't show your fanart, it's private ffs

I wouldn't go up to Misha Collins like here you go, Cockles smut lol. it's just embarassing

same here! I hate it, those fans are really cringy. and idk if you get like this but I feel embarassed when celebs are hounded by tweets saying follow me pls i will die if you don't

it's like, what difference is it gonna make if they follow you? it's not really anything

but there's sooooooooooooo many online where it's like FOLLOW ME FOLLOW ME and it's like chill bro srsly they're not gonna follow you if you're like that haha

idk, anyway, how's things with you?

awww omg you're so cute <3 I miss You Me At Six Natalie! aha. I was still a scene kid shudder when I met you, how embarassing. OLEH SYKES SPAT IN MY FACE

do you remember that weird Alex kid in our class ew

and yeah, I'm unfortunately still on ESA atm (it's like sick pay from the jobcentre) but I'm hoping to get my own place again soon bc I'm getting really bad, I don't leave the houes anymore other than

to take the dog out etc I won't go to town or even go out with the fam cos idk i just get really anxious.

so I said to my mum, if I got my own place away from tamworth then I would start going out again and I'd be forced to go out and do something bc I'd be living on my own and need necessties

while I'm living here, I have no motivation and no responsiblities so that helps me not have to go out

I can't wait to live on my own again, think of the cool sleepover/movie marathon we can have!

yeah but you can do all the boring stuff first like cleaning etc and then have the rest of the day to yourself. I love it, like personally I can't wait to be on my own....

it just gives me responsibility and shit cos atm I do nothing apart from watch TV shows and write. although the writing is productive but still

and aw bless you, i didn't like driving either my dad taught me a few bits and bobs and then i had a few lessons but i gave up

my dad brought me an old car to give me the drive to pass my test but I couldn't be bothered. he sold it and always brings it up whenever I ask for a lift or something hahaha

I'd probably start mine again tbh, I suppose it'd be better because I can get to places and stuff

I can come and pick you up to stay over in my house! if I get one anytime soon that is haha

I know exactly what you mean, it is time consuming and it'd be beneficial living with someone else so bills could be split etc.

what gets me is the people who pop kids out and get a house like straightaway

teenage mums and shit

like my mum was a teenager when she had me, she was 18 but she lived with her parents and worked to get us a house she didn't get anything from the gov or anything

now she does because she's classed as disabled now because of her illness so she gets what I get (I think idk)

my cousin has had loads of flats/houses with her many many many boyfriends and everything and she's been on benefits all her life (she's the same ages as me) it's like dude fuck off srsly haha

ikr, you do get some help towards paying for the rent etc. i think it depends on how much you earn

are you staying on there then? I know you said a while ago that something had happened but you didn't wanna talk about it?