I was just on facetime with him, and basically, he is choosing to stay for his family's camping weekend, than pick me up at the airport when I return on June 30th

I was depending on him to be my ride, we had arranged it before I left, gave him the flight info and everything AND NOW THIS

he actually had the nerve to tell me he feel's he's not being selfish

"You've been on this big trip for 3 weeks and I've just been here doing nothing. What's one more day?"

FUCK YOU

he's not considering that this has been emotionally tough for me too

I miss him just as much as he misses me, even though I chose to come to England for school

it wasn't the whole summer, just 3 weeks, and I wanted you to be there at the airport when I get home

he just wants to be a part of his family camping weekend. right? okay. yeah, well I JUST WANT HIM TO BE A PART OF OUR RELATIONSHIP

I'm so mad right now, had to vent about it