as in she just spontaneously offered me like 500€

... well that's an unexpected turn of events

... what even

i told her no

bc i'll rather use the money for moving
since... i don't actually have money for moving

makes sense, yeah

and i don't need her paying the trip and then guilttripping me over moving.

but yeah that was one unfun conversation

bc flashback to march/april when i spent 6 weeks at home, saved 300 something bucks for vienna which she took
and the last two months where the trip was on and off and on again depending on her mood

and i'm just too done at this point

/holds close

i don't even think i'd taken the offer if i could be sure it wouldn't backfire. she just started so much drama from the very beginning.

yeah I'm pretty sure I'd feel the same way if I were you

idk i just want the matter to rest, bc wow this is getting hella depressing

....yes

I mean

not yes on you going

but her offering, it's good she does?

if I'm making sense

you know what I mean

unless she'd have used it to guilt-trip you, yeah

I didn't think of that

but either way, one day we'll be united again

we both know it!

it's ... good, but it's also obvious that she hasn't really thought it through and it'd just bite me in the ass by what. august? september? whenever she realizes that, since she took most of my money, there's

only one person who can pay my moving... which is her.

man

grr

...I'm not eloquent today

but you know what I mean

eh, she means well

it's not her fault that she isn't really... seeing how it'll go down the way i do

she isn't doing that on purpose

but yeah. ._.