Please don't cut me off

We're best friends.

We were supposed to grow old together and travel the world

We were supposed to be there no matter what

And maybe you're just busy

And maybe you just forgot

But it's been 11 days and I still haven't heard from you

Surely you aren't so busy as to forget your best friend's birthday?

And you deactivated your facebook acc

Without telling me anything at all about it

You are in a different fucking continent

And that was the only link I had to you

Do you not want to be my friend anymore?

Because you should tell me.

Just tell me please

I am so tired of worrying whether or not I made you mad

Or if we're just losing touch

Well okay so maybe drifting away is normal for even the best of friends who are apart

But we never were normal, were we?

You used to make an effort to talk to me too

I miss you

You are one of the few people I actually care about enough to make an effort

You... you were my lifeline for so fucking long

I always thought

if she's still with me then i'll be alright

But you aren't anymore and I might be better now but I still need you

I need you.