Take this morning for example. Going to have an audit really soon, like today or next couple days and if we fail it, the entire store will get fired whether you were there for it or not.
I'm scheduled mids, which is when she'll most likely show up and I'm scared I'll fuck everything up. So what does my body do? Instead of getting the sleep I need, I suffer from insomnia.
So now I sit here scared I won't have a job to pay my bills and the lease I just signed a couple months ago. Search for a second job has been one big merry-go-round