ended sour when I mentioned that I was thinking of giving my best friend money for her baby shower. I ended up buying some Disney stuff and giving my best friend some money to help with the baby. Attend baby

shower, had a lot of fun and was so happy being with my best friend again, even if it was only for a few days. She's awesome and so is her family. Silence from boss friend for 2+ weeks. Ask her today if we were

still friends. She says "I don't think so" without looking away from her phone. It took a lot out of me to ask her and to get that response while still working for the day was very heavy for me. But work helped

with distracting me. Later in the night, have my tips stolen by a homeless person, luckily the awesome customers saw what happened and helped me out graciously, they're all amazing people. Oh well, food time.

Oh and I almost forgot about last night which was really busy where I almost got into a fight with this other homeless guy who frequently comes in and tries to steal Yogurt. I confronted him and he threw his

stuff down and started yelling at me and flailing around spouting nonsense. I just stood there staring at him and responding and stuff. Good thing another person came by and threatened to call the cops on him

and chased him off. Apparently this homeless person flashed his daughter before.

My best friend thinks I should be angry. I probably should be but I feel more disappointed in myself than angry.

I think it's maybe because I care more about others than I do myself. She helped me get a job & helped pushed me to going back to school. I know I put in the effort of taking the tests & registering, but she

encouraged me. I don't know, maybe it's just how I am with people.