apparently, i'm starting to feel a tiny drift from him. yeah like, i'm trying to run after him.. but he wouldn't give a glance back to me.

it's not yet indifference. i know that there's still love..but i don't know if that kind of love will suffice..

i love him. i really do. but somewhere along the line, it feels like he wants.. he needs to be alone for a bit to find himself the way we all do try to find ourselves.

i'm trying to hold on, but it feels like he doesn't want me to make any effort anymore..