i'm sick, I need help. I have nobody, I'm unmotivated. I'm constantly nauseous, my senses have fallen flat and independent to each other
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i'm a sub version of myself
I can't be a part of a community if I'm not involved
I can't get good enough at anything if I'm not voluntarily drowned in it
I can't drown myself in something alone, I need the support of friends
I can't have the support of friends if I'm not a part of their community
I'm never 100% in anything for too long. Enough time and I become alone, I lose passion, i become complacent, I give up.
Nothing even matters or means anything anymore
there it is: I want to make some kind of impact on this world, and I just can't.