still gazing out of the window. He actually doesn't remember how he got up here or even out of the ship. This puts him on edge when he does start to come too.

blinks when he hears Alfred's voice and turns around looking just as confused. "Ah...I'm not sure.."

never slept walked in his life. "Can you just develp sleep walking?"

that's a good idea. "Let's do that..."

lets Alfred lead him back to the ship.

runs a hand through his messy hair on edge.

's lips thin. "That's not good..." He comments robotically. That was very bad...he had seen that before. Several times in fact. "Alfred...I should probably leave..." Or else he'd eventually be in

danger.

actually looks scared. "Because, this can't be healed with modern or even future medicine."

squeezes his hand. It was hard to say for him because he felt if he vocalized it it would seal his fate. "I...think I'm not alone in my head anymore...."

to sit down and finds a seat as he hunches over resting his forehead against his hand. "...I think the demon is..."

rubs at his eyes in frustration. " I don't know...but I need to find out and I need to found out how to get it out of me before it gets worse."

glances at him a little torn. "If I can't figure it out...you either have to kill me...get Gilbert too..."

looks a little hopeless but it was hard to look optimistic with this kind of news.

can't deny that he looks tired but his mind was certainly wide awake. "Ah...ja, okay..." He couldn't disagree about being injured.

lets Alfred pull him and arrange him. "Why are you apologizing? It's not your fault." He hums softly.

tugs at him to join him. "In the end...I'd rather it me than anyone else..."

smiles lightly and gently pets his hair. "I'll keep fighting....I can promise you that."

kisses the top of his head pulling him a little closer.

smiles at the comment and tightens his hold on him. He wasn't ready to say it romantically and didn't feel comfortable saying it casually so he hums in response. "You mean a lot to me too."

chuckles softly and finds himself drifting off.

falls asleep holding Alfred fastly against him.