what does that mean

normally I've been surrounded by family lately, and at school surrounded by people, and I have no privacy at home, and I can't escape it to go hang out with friends because I have nobody to hang out with

so alternatively, I COULD be alone, but I can't even enjoy that because I REALLY have nobody to talk to or hang out with, so I just mean to say I'm lonely, to the point where I can't enjoy my "me time" anymore

^ i hope that explanation is good enough

Surprisingly it makes sense.

Once I get back to Cali. You can text me anytime.