TWO WEEKS AGO SHE LOANED MY UNCLE (HE LITTLE BROTHER) AND HIS WIFE MONEY.

I HAVE TOLD HER TIME AND AGAIN NOT TO.

THEY CAME IN A HALF HOUR AGO AND SURPRISE: THEY DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY US BACK.

WHICH MEANS THAT I AM DOWN 300$ OF EITHER MY RENT AND OR CABLE/PHONE MONEY.

IT IT 10 MINUETS BEFORE I LEAVE FOR WORK AND I'M JUST CRYING AND MAD AND WHY DOES SHE DO THIS TO ME. WHY DOES SHE DO THIS TO US.

I'm hyperventilating and having chest pains this is an anxiety attack and i just jkdjaf

I work so hard to pay for everything.

My brother has things I never would have dreamed of having when I was growing up.

Name brand clothing, designer shoes.

And even though there's not a lot of leeway with the money I make, I at least can hold my head up and say that we can afford a few frivolous things here and there.

And then she goes and does things like this and it makes me so mad mad fucking mad.

I should have left for work 3 minuets ago but I just..

I'm sorry I wish there was more I could do

Thank you. I'm.. better now after work but still not feel great.

I'm heading to bed early tonight so I'm sorry I won't get to see you on AIM. Haha with the mood I'm in that's probably for the best. :')