Not that I'm literally asking for permission. Just rl work and stuff is....

The rp escapism is somehow not being escapism-y enough to fully distract me from thinking about Big Day at work tomorrow.

Which sounds bad.

idk, some characters are easier to write, and others while fun to play, take some small amount of concentration to write ANd it's like that catch-damocles-22-sword thing

Right?

When you want to be able to play in order to not think about work, but you are thinking about work too much to be able to play.

I know that thing. I hate that thing.