that you are so self righteous that you could say all of those negative things about me (anyone i've talked to, told me they're not true)

what made you say all of that?????

why you miss me if im "such a bad person" hmmm

we need to work on our friendship.

is not sure what to do about it....

you

i didnt mean to say those things in that way i was just joking

it just didnt come off as that on the phone sorry

well sorry but it didnt seem like you were joking

b/c u didnt even say you were until after i got mad

well u were ignoring me and talking shit bout me to all ur little plurk friends

and theres so many issues i have with u that ive onli talked to jess and alfonso to that i think i should talk to u about

i wasnt talking shit about you

i told them what you said about me

ever since this plurk thing its been all about ur plurk friends and ur wifey and this and that u can make time for jess and alfonso and

and they all got mad about it, its not my fault

what?

have all this stuff to tell them in the morning but never me

i feel soo left out

well thats not my fault

ur supposed to be my bff come to me and TALK about it

dont call me and then say all these horrible things about me

it doesnt help anything or anyone

and i get worried that wat happened with u and joe will happen to u and me

joe is an asshole

we've be friends for 4yrs that doesnt compare

and i said i was joking but u got so mad that i didnt even want to try and tell u

and its not all about plurk friends i talk to so mny ppl at school, and somehow ur the only one to say

that i dont tlk to them nemore o_O

ok yea that to im the onli person that i kno of that has stuck with u this whole time thru moving to school to school and ur somehow

better friends with jessica and courtney and caitlyn and alfonso

like i said b4 it was hard to believe tht you were joking b/c u said it in a serious way n didnt say it was a joke until

i got mad and said i didnt want to tlk with you

who says im better friends?

its like lately uve decided to have an attitude with me and act so Self Righteous that i just said screw it

yea ive noticed that too and its because i got worried that ur going to forget about with theatre and this plurk

me**

and again if you felt that way why cant you come to me and say it

dont you know by now that you can tell me anything

yea i kno and weve never fought like this candace so have u not noticed that wen we fight its awkward

like with me and courtney it was really awkward and it ended up as us not being friends bc of that and other reasons

why are you comparing other friendships to urs

*ours

bc thats wat its turning into lately

it has nothing to do with JL, AG, Court, Joe, or anyone but us

that doesnt make sense not all friendships are the same

and whats awkward about it

you feel awkward b/c u wanna tell me something, like u feel left out or w/e else you feel, but you dont, so thats whts awekward

well i cant help that im a very nervous person and i dont do well with situations like that

its weird to me

why is it weird

youve never hesitate to tell me anything before, and idk why you are now

idk bc we can never have a conversation anymore bc the things i have to say u dont wanna hear anyways

so ive just left everything else out and not said it

to both of you.

bdizzle

b/c half the things you tlk about its the same thing like with Jordan "oh im so mad at him" o_O

and honestly like ive said b4 lately uve been so self righteous its ahhh

but i dont mean im mad at him hes one of my best friends to and u kno that im never really mad at him i just say that

and wat does that mean?

thts the point lol ur not mad at him u just say it over and over

so i just have to say i dont want to hear it

well im stupid like that

you're not stupid

and self righteous it means like u think your morals/values are better than other ppl

well sorry i didnt even notice but i dont kno wat to say to that

ive been very emotional lately and i think that ive been taking it out on my friends and i shouldnt be theres alot going on in my family

and school

and its getting to me

yeah thats what i figured cause i really didnt think i was being such a bad friend

and yeah believe ikw family issues very well and school sucks

but i dont take it out on other ppl , you know what i mean

yea well thats wat ive got to work on

and im starting to like school i just havent told anyone

well why not

cause theres some things i keep to myself

well yeah thts neone but ididnt think liking school was a big secret js

idk its off and on i get moody wen it comes to school especially the teachers

but i have to go to bed so ill just talk to u later bye

ttyl <333