I'M ALWAYS ON.

then why didnt you say anything

and you said and i quote "im out."

I WASN'T REALLY OUT, I WAS LURKING.

lurking for what this place is dead

like fucking ghost town dead

JUST IN CASE.

well...

talk to me

tell me what all that you posted was about

you never told me any of that

what the hell

THAT WAS FROM A WEEK AGO, IT'S OLD.

so you still never said anything

why not

I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE I WAS WORRIED OR SOMETHING THAT YOU'D CONFIRM MY IRRELEVANT FEARS.

which are what, that im tired of you

cause im not tired of you

YOU DON'T COME OVER AS OFTEN ANYMORE. SINCE THAT TIME I TOLD YOU I DIDN'T WANT TO GO TO YOUR APARTMENT. WHEN WE WERE WITH SOLLUX AND FEFERI?

because i cant always be over there babe

i have vriska and jade

and if you wont stay with me then i gotta stay alone

BUT EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE WOULDN'T HURT.

WOULD IT?

THEY CAN STAND TO BE ALONE ONE NIGHT.

JADE LIVED ALONE THE MAJORITY OF HER LIFE!

im not saying that i have to be there every fucking night karkat im just saying i practucally wasnt here at all

and this is my place i pay for it

i have to be here sometime

I HATE IT.

i cant really do anything about that babe

ill come over more alright

but you should come over here too

BUT WHAT IF I WANT TO BE WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT, TOO? JADE AND VRISKA GET TO SPEND EVERY NIGHT WITH YOU. EVERY SINGLE NIGHT. I BASICALLY LIVED WITH YOU FOR THREE YEARS, DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS TO GET USED TO-

NOT SEEING YOU EVERY TIME I NEEDED YOU?

YOU WERE ALWAYS TWO MINUTES AWAY AND NOW YOU'RE NOT.

AND THEN I GET USED TO IT AND WE START DATING LIKE IDIOTS AND NOW I NEED YOU EVEN MORE AND I MISS YOU MORE THAN I'M SUPPOSED TO.

its not every night

and you can if you want to be karkat my bed is open

you always seem to forget that but

you know its cool

and i already said ill be at your house more

BUT I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE THERE.

well what am i supposed to do about that kick them out

i feel uncomfortable when you and sollux do your moirail shit but i still come over

I TRY NOT TO DO OUR "MOIRAIL SHIT" WHEN YOU'RE AROUND.

yeah but it happens

BUT AT LEAST I TRY. VRISKA AND JADE, THEY DON'T TRY TO FIX THINGS, OR AT LEAST BE CIVIL, WITH ME. SHIT, VRISKA MAKES HER DISLIKE FOR ME BRIGHT AS DAYLIGHT.

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT FUCKING SUCKS TO BE IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT YOU AROUND?

but i want you around karkat

and honestly how fucking often are we actually in the same room as them

OFTEN ENOUGH TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT.

well what do i do then

how do i fix this

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU CAN.

whats that supposed to mean

I DON'T. I DON'T REALY KNOW. MAYBE IT MEANS THAT WE SHOULD, PERHAPS... THAT IS TO SAY... IT MIGHT BE A GOD IDEA IF WE... HOW DO HUMANS PUT IT? "TAKE A BREAK"???

youre kidding me right

you want to take a break

I THINK SO.

why not just dump me completely then

WHY WOULD I WANT TO DO THAT?

because thats basically the same thing anyway

whatever

im gonna go

see you whenever you want to see me i guess

whatever

I ALWAYS WANT TO SEE YOU. THAT'S WHAT THIS ENTIRE THING WAS ABOUT. . .

BYE, DAVE.

bye