no he has just been acting distant and mean as of late. he claims the hes over it but he was just upset because i was haveing issues with ppl at school which put me in a bad mood, and then when im with ppl im

hyper... all that i know is that he doesnt like it when im hyper, he doesnt like it when i give him hugs alot, talk about things i did with ryan, me talking alot in general or when i have my dence moments

as it seems he wants me to be quiet calm and the other day he told me that i should put all my dependance on videogames... but i dont really even play videogames anymore... i have no new ones plu id rather

waych then play... JJ told me that i should dump Nick whivh yeah ive actually been wanting to because it seems that he doesnt like who i am and is trying to change me. but he already payed for the holtel stuff

for otakuthon and if we break up i personally dont wanna spend that much time with him. i fixed things for now with him and if things dont get better at all then im going to have to.

i really dont like that he puts all the blame on me for everything and then he makes me feel lie shit about my self like i am a terrible person