his name is Rafael, pronounced Ha-fael.. because in Portugese they pronounce the R's like H's. Mindblowing.

So last night I went to a rave with some friends. I bought his ticket, but I didn't think he'd show because his friends didn't end up going.

well, I was very drunk, and trying to have fun, not expecting he'd go. However, surely around 11 he showed up.. so I did what any self respecting individual would do

I hid in a corner so he couldn't see me, and spent half an hour avoiding him.

but eventually my friends found him, talked to him, and made me communicate with him.

eventually, after an hour of all of us talking and having fun.. and me sweating my balls off, my friends went to go smoke weed.

so Rafael and I just kinda sat awkwardly staring at each other, and eventually, after 5 minutes of tense bullshit, I asked him if he wanted to dance.

we ran into the warehouse, and danced, and were awkwardly close.

WELL, AFTER ABOUT 30 MINUTES OF AWKWARDLY DANCING CLOSE TO EACH OTHER he kissed me

and when he did, I lost my legs.

we danced, made out, and held hands the entire night

and then after the rave, we went to a friend's house

and we chilled on my friend's bed, and held hands

and then this song came on: Video Games - The Young Professionals (Pinball Video...

and I sang it, while holding his hand and looking at him.

it was such a perfect night, I could cry.

awww cuties

HIGH FIVE

/single tear

my son, you are a man now

HE'S REALLY CUTE, GUYS.