like i've been obsessed with deadlines and not wasting my life that i forgot how good it felt to...waste my life. I JUST WANT TO WASTE TIME WITH OUT IT FEELING WRONG.

everything's going so fast and there are so many people and i'm always so tired that a few lazy hours rolling around in bed and going online for no reason in particular is the best detox i could ask for.

i know i'm supposed to feel bad about wasting time i could've spent studying or writing or reading, but suck it bitches. i like doing nothing. this is what i was built for.

but that's done now. regaining coherence soon.